Sunday, 16 August 2009


You bite through the big wall, the big wall bites back
You just sit there and sulk, sit there and bawl
You are so pretty when you're on your knees
Disinfected, eager to please

Sometimes you sulk, sometimes you burn
God rest your soul
When the loving comes and we've already gone
Just like your dad, you'll never change

Each time it comes it eats me alive
I try to behave but it eats me alive
So I declare a holiday
Fall asleep, drift away


Gotta get to it... life, moving, organising (not my strongest point) book, packing, unpacking,feeling alone, work, early mornings, late nights, book, work, remain focused, remain focused, remain focused... just have to do it.

I don't want to - but I have no choice.